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♥ Sunday, April 19, 2009

sigh..i angry that you ignore me!!!!!!why?you really that busy?gosh...
theres alws something more important than me..hais.i dont feel special,it hurts to feel ur doubts and mistrust..
it hurts to lose ur love..im afraid of making a mistakes again..im sorry that i judged you..im furious that you
dont im just beside you..you get it?my dear..imy so much..i know i cant rely on you too much so i have to be
independent,,till now,did i rely you much?im shag that you have less time for me x.x
im afraid to trust "someone".i dont wnat you to get sick and you dont tell me that ur professional!can?.
i feel ashamed that im not more loving..cause i dont think i have to love someone who dont appreciate me at
all.wtf!i really have to surrender to my life then..all my past and now.is just like a piece of paper mans!
im afraid of sounding like a nag.im afraid my feeling are not important to you..x.x why?why?WHY?
i just want you to be happy.it feels like nothing i do is ever enough.you know?i know im not perfect at all...
sorry cause noone is perfect.
but im afraid that i cant make you happy.i need ur support again.i miss it.sorry that i resent you so much.
i know you do care me but why cant i feel anything?gosh..
is there still love in dhis relationship?dont you wana think of something to hold onto dhis boat?
one thing i understand you work so hard is for what k?i just dont wana see you fall just lidat..
i appreciated how hard you work..you should konw that i care alot for you?(:
i need to be me and i support you in being you..i love you dear.
please dont let me lose any confident in here..thanks!

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